Saturday, December 31, 2005
ALL COMMENTS ON MY BLOGG ARE MY OWN THOUGHTS AND ARE SAID WITHOUT PREJUDICE
Happy New Year to everyone :)
Counting down the days now. 17 Days to the big move. Very excited.
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
ALL COMMENTS ON MY BLOGG ARE MY OWN THOUGHTS AND ARE SAID WITHOUT PREJUDICE
Thank god Xmas is over and done with. Roll on Jan for the moving of house. I have a date now and getting more and more excited as the date comes closer.
Was a bit nervous about leaving my house for 2 nights as some "nice" people around here get board and attempt to burn down houses. One night was a 2am job. Hmmm spunky cop. One of them would have been handy to have around the last 2 weeks. Stalker ex is back and annoying me. 3 vists in 5 days is a bit much. Especially when I told him on the phone and the first night he came to fuck off. At least he leave SA in 2 days time so I can get on with more things.
I have been not that tolrent with people for the last few months. I used to hold back on saying my mind, but I have been letting it go these days. Tired of idiots.
Xmas was fun of sorts. It was great to hear the speals of Angel seeing all the pressies under the tree. He asked today if Santa was comming again tomorrow and did the bottom lip thing when I said he would be back in 360 sleeps. Got to hear some more family "secrets". How two faced some members are. They break the biggest Jewish sin and they have the right to throw shit at other people. There is good reason for why we are here and the rest of the family live in other states. We chose one state where there where no family members.
Heard how my murderous kid killer phyopath uncle is re married for the 3rd time and has more kids on the way. He and his first wife killed their first kid. The second kid they told everyone it died but family services took him away and he got adopted by another family. I only know his first name and that he is about the same age as me. Someone once asked why it is I don't talk about my family. Too many skeltons in the closet. Plus don't want anyone to tar me with the same brush.
Mum brought up two subjects that I hate to talk about. She is trying to figure out what metal illness Angel's father had. Simple. He is a dickhead. Mum throws all these other terms at me but I just come up with the simple one. Then she ran through a few men in my past. Bugger putting "clinical" terms on them. Just call it as it is. Then she brought up the topic of my step father. I have moved on from there, why can't she. She asked how I cope with it all. It is easy. Get on with my life and succed and then he has lost as he doesn't control me. Once he controls me he has won.
Angel is now booked into school for next year. He starts that in June. I will go back to full time work then. I would have finished my course by then. Speaking of which jobs are going to be cut in Jan/Feb where I used to work. Business is not going to be doing that well once a main traffic magnet moves. The shit hits the fan there on a regular basis. I am so glad that I am not there.
Well time to attempt some sleep in this oven.
TTFN
xxoo
